kakuume

sooo... it's been a while since i last checked my messages, or posted something on DA... i've been completely inactive cuz handling school life, work and hobby is much harder than i expected :/ whatever, i miss DA and i miss drawing ;_.; i've been practising on my tablet lately, but felt extremely lazy to ink and color them >w< eventualy i'll post some unfinished sketches to stay at least a bit active and show that i'm still alive xD
so yeah, no commishes, requests or trades for a while ;w;   unless you want some ugly ass sketchy sketches as commishions orz
i hope i'll learn how to handle school and hobby at once one day geez ._.
oh yeah btw, i changed my username, i felt like my old one was... like meh, too much xD and this one is shorter it's a mix between the japanese words "kaku" and "yume" which means "draw your dreams" so very poetic lmao
so yeah so much for my little update

helooooo x)

and a happy new year 2013!!
did you suitably celebrate new years day? with lots of fireworks, explotions and colors? and plasters... ouch
2 hours before midnight ppl in here had already started shooting fireworks and messing around with firecrackers =w=  my neighbours were still fireworking untill 3am orz didn't felt like sleeping anyway xD

well i hope 2013 brings health, wealth and happiness for all and lots of new artists with new deviations as well what were your resolutions for this year?  mine was to finally post something someday and be less lazy xD (it's the same as every year xD)

hope you had a wonderful new years eve and lots of love for you and your beloved ones ^^

(appologies in advance for the upcoming rant)

so this is something irritating -_-'' i was working on some unfinished projects, gifts and drawings on paint too sai and was almost done with coloring lineart when suddenly my laptop decided to make an update just on that day when i wanted to finish them all! he suddenly got black and turned off and restarted itself again! this pisses me off so damn much!! Dx
i had at least 4  tabs open with finished linearts!  that's why i usually don't work at several drawings at a time =_='' what the hell?  now i can go redo the lineart and stuff all again from the start D'x god why... why does this have to happen now? out of all the other days that could have happened when i wasn't drawing or working, why does this have to happen now??? fsaldkjflsjfghgf *flipps desk*
even saving your drawings before such things happens doesn't even help! when you close paint tool sai, you can't edit your drawings anymore, they're classified as "done" even if it's not the case >.>'' so you're obligated to restart from new, even if you already did the lineart! dflgjsdklj i mean why can't you continue editing it even when closed your program? it's not usefull at all!! it should still be editable even after closing it! like in photoshop or whatever! is there really no way to save your drawings so you can still edit them afterwards? or something to avoid doing it all over again? x.x
god 5 hours of editing for nothing that's exactly why i hate updates ¬¬'' now i can go have fun doing it all over again x___x  it's not like i didn't have anything better to do like a social life or studies seems like my hiatus in DA will last even longer ;A; sorry for those who i still owe a drawing TT.TT
on another note, my winter exams already begun last week and will still last until end of next week xAx even looking at the lessons makes me sick... french, computer science, math, history of art... can't wait until winterbreak is coming *dies* friday will be my last exam with computer science, it's even on the day of the end of the world xD that's my personal world end x__x hopefully the world ends before i start my exam and even IF the world ends, i'd be too tired to witness it cuz i'd be sleeping on my desk xD raah i want those exams to end now Dx i'm tired! =w=
welp, i guess that's it for now~

end of rant~
(long rant is long xD)

i felt so tired when all this shit happened and now i feel even more tired after summing it up in this journal xD sorry for the rant, but wheter i rant about it on a journal or i slam my laptop against a wall and throw it out of the window and i can work for the next 3 years on my mom's computer =.= so i didn't really had another choice...
i don't think i'll start on these unfinished drawings again anytime soon, i'm too tired and still mad at my computer >:C so don't wait for some activity from me any soon...

i need to sleep now *yawn*

i'll go hit my head on the wall until i fall asleep now
bye~

helloooo!! ^^ i got tagged by and this gives me a good reason to write a new journal...

Rules:

Answer the questions that the tagger set up for you, and create 10 new questions for the people you tag to answer.

1.How many hours do you sleep?
i'm ot sure but certainly not enough =.= *hides eye rings*

2.Do you remember your first day of 2nd grade?
foreveralone

3.Did you ever cry when reading a book/article/fan fiction? x'D
yes ;A; i'm a sensitive person you know...

4.Do your parents know you're a pervert?
of course not! x'D that's why i have a code for my mobile phone's pictures x'D

5.Ever got drunk? (How was it?)
i never drink!

6.Did you ever sleep in class?
when do i not?

7.How do you think other people see you?
weird, happy, childish, sleepy

8.Do you talk a lot?
yes, i love talking!

9.What was the funniest thing you've seen/heard recently?
i got hit with a basket ball during sport i fail at sport otl

10.Elevator? :/ ( yes, think of it as a question)    
no thanks i'll take the stairs :3

my questions:

1.who's your fav visual artist in DA?
2. how many posters do you have in your room?
3. as what character would you like to cosplay the most? (if you didn't already)
4. ice cream or waffles?
5. day or night?
6. how long can you survive without internet?
7. favourite fandom?
8. do you have anime openings/endings in your mp3 or mobile phone?
9. are you one with mother russia? >:3
10. hug? :3

and i tag: